"The easier you get it the less you appreciate it." Borrowed from an old high school then college classmate's facebook post...
The last few nights have been sleepless - which have rendered me groggy the past 3 nights. Which has left
me unable to get up for my morning runs and uninspired throughout the days...
Am I going to let this keep me down and from pursuing my dream 1000%? Absolutely not!! "If it were easy, everyone would be doing it" my year mantra! I knew when I came up with the idea of my line of dresses and jumpers las year that I would have to fight for it...not let the naysayers get into my head, shirk off the negative vibe of the pessimistic, and get over some of my own shortcomings. And I have come a long way from that!
Things in my favor - absolute tenacity and belief in myself! No one can take that and I will not allow it to be stifled.
The reason I love fashion is because of the transforming effect of clothing. It's like a suit of armor. For me it has the tranforming effect of instilling confidence, perseverence, and authority. I said this to an old friend, my former gym instructor, and he said really - when I met you I assumed you were a confident, self-assured, person. Little did he know, I doubted myself a lot and tried to make everyone else happy!
But I have found my voice, in my clothing line, and I am convinced that it is the correct voice. Undeterred, I forge ahead into the unknown next 2 weeks until my fashion show, certain that I will emerge on the other side, victorious!!