I spent the evening having an early dinner with my good friend Jamie, who is with child..she just looked absolutely radiant, calm, happy - I truly envy her, to have found love and to be carrying a new life. I'm not comparing myself, because we are all very different and are on different paths. But I would like to be in her state of grace, in the near future.
In 22 minutes and counting i'll be another year older - and until just a moment ago I thought none the wiser, but that's not true.
I've learned plenty:
I am a great, loyal friend...
I can be an emotional basket case
I love being in great shape i.e yoga, zumba, running
I love to eat and can ruin a healthy stint with the most non nutritious foods
I am an eternal romantic
I have to protect my heart and not give so freely/believe so easily
I am ambitious
But I also let fear hinder me
But no more, this is no longer a year of no fear - but a lifetime of no fear. not fearing anyone or anything.